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Blog censured since June 2011.

Deal

OK lads what about this: it's sunny, warm, a really beautiful day, I'm cold, my throat hurts, the things are not getting better at the job, I'm blue "prussian blue", my tenant has crooked me, I don't know how I'm going to pay my debts in May and I feel tired 24 hours a day...so how could it be worse? I could get a free ticket to the Deutschland Sucht den Superstar contest. OH MY GOD!!!!!!
I know what are you thinking: "this jackass is always complaining, what a fucking queer!" Well yes, may be you're right but don't forgett this: I only write a post here when I'm feeling like shit. Now please look at the dates of the different posts and you will realise that I seldom write a post in this blog. Brief: I don't complain that much it's just that you only get here the shit and nothing else (your fault for reading this blog!). Let's make a deal: next time I promise I will write something no so mournful and you stop calling me names.

Long long time ago...

Yes it's been a long time since my last post in this blog. I'm still "alive" if you care. Lack of time, lack of patience, lack of inspiration, whatever...I haven't been in the mood these last months. But what the hell, tonight I decided just to type a few lines about everything and nothing just for the fun of it, not goal at all. Does everything have to have a goal in this life or at least in this blog site? Don't need to answer because an answer would be a goal itself.

By the way I have discovered that I have a new nice male follower: PossumH.

Why it seems this blog is having a goal which is to welcome my new follower! And since I'm breaking the "no-goal" rule I also want to use this ocassion to informe all my followers and no followers that I've deleted my Twitter profile a couple of weeks ago because I realised that it was dominated by extremly selfish smugly users who never answered any coments even if they were compliments. But that was not all, the worst was one day I red a twitt of two fucking french gays living somwhere in fucking ignorant-land Florida State who were spending holidays in Rio de Janeiro in February and wrote: "It is not nice to spend St. Valentine's day in a cripy dirty city in a poor country " Shame on these fucking ignorant assholes! How do they dare!? Such a coment and the lack of reaction was enough for me, as they say in german "it is not my beer / es ist nicht mein Bier".

And now I have to confess that during the time I was writing so many nonsense I was also chasing a baby seat in ebay and I managed to buy it for my little J. for the amount of 19.90 € making an offer of 10€ at the last 60 seconds of the auction. This time patience has rewarded me (and J.)

Do the right thing!

Please guys, the few friendly beloved ones who're reading this blog, go to this link and answer the quizz (only 6 questions). It will help bringing food for the hungry ones all over the world!

http://gifts.wfp.org/quiz/?lead_source=fbshare-wfp-quiz

Thank you!!

Enough

I'm so fucking depressed. Last tuesday was my 50th brithday what a fucking big deal. I've left a lot behind me and have nothing before me. Does it make fucking sense to keep living? My life sucks. I'm a shame for my own little child. At my age my father had gathered success in life, he had managed to build a wonderful house in Francisco Sosa in Coyoacán, one of the most prestigious streets in México City, he had paid private schools for three children and had given his wife almost everething she wanted. I'm not able to pay my fucking little debts. I wouldn't be able to pay my son a private school, I can't afford a dentist that I badly need, I probably won't be by my sister's for this fucking damn Christmas to her disappointment cause I have not fucking enough money to pay a damn train or cheap flight ticket. Is that a life?

I don't do any intelectual work any more, I just sit at a desk like any cheap fucking receptionist. I get no respect from customers, they think I'm a damn shit employee whit -10 IQ. May be they are right. Who would give up a wonderful diplomat job to be hotelière? Only a fucking asshole like me!

So tell me is there any fucking reason to celebrate my fucking 50th birthday? NO WAY!!

I hope I die before 60! Who cares no body is reading this shit, I'm so fucking boreing.

I can't believe it! I have a new follower, the fourth one! That's really awesome.

Hey Kelsie Mortimer thank you. I guess you have some links to Mexico since you know the dia de muertos. Well it's an honour to have a new fresh follower. I will try my best to keep this blog up dated so all my four dear followers keep reading it.

I only have to add that the damned color tool is not working any more, so my texts won't be so "bunt" as they say in german. But as you have already realised I have found the way to put some color on it: just copy the color text from Word!

By the way Kelsie, pity I din't know about you before my weding in Berlin in 2001, you would have done wonderful pictures of it!

At last!

Yeah! At last someone has already insulted me on youtube for beeing openly gay in the video produced by Canal 11 TV. The author is "jradetzky" and has called me FAG. It feels wonderful!

Interesting the color tool is not working, that means in the future my texts will be only black and white :-/